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It's Been a while....
Ok so I havn't written a journal in a long time, and I don't think many people read these, but here it goes. My life has been a bit of a mess this year. I am deffinetly trying to pull it together, I've even applied to college for the spring semester so let's hope I get in. Let's see Ive gone through yet another boyfriend, I'm starting to think I have shitty taste in guys lol. Ummmm I have started doing drag as you can see from the Jessie Jem photos I have been posting as of late, which is actually pretty fun and really helps me to express myself. I have more confidence whenI'm performing. I do have a few photoshoots planned so be on the look
Features!!!
Alright I'm just making a journal to feature an outsanding artist whose work I enjoy a great deal. I'm not gonna bitch about my failed relationship or sressfull life lol So here ya go all these photos are taken by ~RLSphotographer (https://www.deviantart.com/rlsphotographer)
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Musings
I am always suprised by people who think that they know me so well and then when they ask why I'm upset and I tell them.. They're COMPLETELY shocked! And then proceed to tell me how I shouldnt be upset over a stupid little thing like that. My past life means alot to me...and the fact that I had to leave it all behind crushes me every single day. And yes I do wish that there was a switch I could switch I could flip and be straight and go back to that, becaus things would be so much easier. I would still have a mother that cared for me. Now this doesnt mean that I don't love being gay. I have fought my whole life to hide and supress who I truel
Artisic Nudes
So I was approached by a friend and asked to do a nude photoshoot. The idea behind it and being expressed in the shoot will be the problems that each subject has being in the gay community. They're will be one word or sentence of an insecurity/hardship that each subject has. I'm kinda excited about it but also not really at the same time. There is a reason I stay behind the camera... I look bad in pictures and I hate my body... but I suppose that's a reason I should do it... Anyone have any thoughts on it?
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