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Ok so I havn't written a journal in a long time, and I don't think many people read these, but here it goes. My life has been a bit of a mess this year. I am deffinetly trying to pull it together, I've even applied to college for the spring semester so let's hope I get in. Let's see Ive gone through yet another boyfriend, I'm starting to think I have shitty taste in guys lol. Ummmm I have started doing drag as you can see from the Jessie Jem photos I have been posting as of late, which is actually pretty fun and really helps me to express myself. I have more confidence whenI'm performing. I do have a few photoshoots planned so be on the look out for those. ummmmm I think that's pretty much it.. I still am on a very f***** up sleep schedule (hence the 8am entry lol) But feel free to chat me up, I'm still unemployed and bored outta my mind
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Alright I'm just making a journal to feature an outsanding artist whose work I enjoy a great deal. I'm not gonna bitch about my failed relationship or sressfull life lol So here ya go all these photos are taken by ~RLSphotographer (https://www.deviantart.com/rlsphotographer)
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So I am doing amazing!!!!! haveing a much easier time now that I see a light at the end of this dark depressing tunnel :) I do have a BF and we hae plans on getting me off Long Island!!! I am very excited and nervous... but Let's hope things go right!!!!! :D alright on to other things... I just recently did a photoshoot with Danielle... it came out AWESOME!!! I am gonna be posting one for my ID and then I am creating another deviant for when I model and what not :) Here's the link: http://chrismurphyphotos.deviantart.com/ I hope you take a look and watch me on there to :D lol
I am proboble moving very soon... not 100% sure but hopefully I wi
Musings
I am always suprised by people who think that they know me so well and then when they ask why I'm upset and I tell them.. They're COMPLETELY shocked! And then proceed to tell me how I shouldnt be upset over a stupid little thing like that. My past life means alot to me...and the fact that I had to leave it all behind crushes me every single day. And yes I do wish that there was a switch I could switch I could flip and be straight and go back to that, becaus things would be so much easier. I would still have a mother that cared for me. Now this doesnt mean that I don't love being gay. I have fought my whole life to hide and supress who I truel
Artisic Nudes
So I was approached by a friend and asked to do a nude photoshoot. The idea behind it and being expressed in the shoot will be the problems that each subject has being in the gay community. They're will be one word or sentence of an insecurity/hardship that each subject has. I'm kinda excited about it but also not really at the same time. There is a reason I stay behind the camera... I look bad in pictures and I hate my body... but I suppose that's a reason I should do it... Anyone have any thoughts on it?
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Hope things get better! 